Heaven is a common word in the English language, often used to describe things of supreme happiness.  We hear people say, “This ice cream is heaven,” or “The place we vacationed was heaven.”  The term is intended to capture great delight.  Or there is the well-worn phrase, “for heaven’s sake,” which is an expression used

I didn’t sleep well during our time in Kauai.  It was very difficult to get into a snoozing rythmn with all the sounds and sensations of the island stirring me awake.  I laid in bed thinking about various memories of Jud. For some reason, I kept picturing one particular photo of Judson and his “big

There can be an experience when moving from deep sleep into wakefulness, after an intense dream or nightmare, where the line between reality and the subconscious dream world is blurry.  One lays in bed, eyes still closed, trying to decipher what is actually real. When Jud died, I had a similar experience almost every morning. 

On our last full day enjoying the Garden Island of Kauai, we took a chartered catamaran cruise along the coast.  Whales, dolphins, and sea turtles were spotted throughout the morning and we delighted in the opportunity to snorkel off the boat in a beautiful coral reef.  It was the highlight of our trip. At one

One evening in Hawaii, Drake and I went to Starbucks with our computer in an effort to get internet access.  Unfortunately, this location was not equipped for wireless so we sat outside and wound up looking at pictures of Jud and our family.  Both of us began weeping, and the world around us faded out

Yesterday, Easter, was particularly difficult.  The events of the day deepened my pain as images inundated my mind from Easter last year, April 8, 2007.  It was the last major holiday before Jud’s onset of Krabbe.  Our family of four was staying in Ventura to celebrate the occasion with my parents. I recall my visit

Jesus is risen! Without the resurrection of Jesus Christ, everything I believe would be rendered meaningless, void, false.  Jesus’ life and ministry holds value beyond any other because He lived a blameless life and then rose from the grave, paying the pardon for our sin. Eternal death was swallowed up for those who believe in