My dear Jud Bud, It is hard to believe 5 years ago today you made me a mama – the most blessed mama there ever could be.  One look into your already bright eyes and I knew, for the first time, the depths of a mother’s love.  Just moments after you entered this world, the

5 Years Ago Today… We were given the most precious Christmas gift!   Judson remains the most precious Christmas gift imaginable! Today we celebrate the gift of our little man, but also deeply grieve his absence. Happy 5th Birthday, Buddy Boo!  We are always missing you!! The stocking that held our precious Christmas gift is

With wonder, longing, and tears streaming down my face, I found myself looking for Judson this morning in the faces of all the children singing Christmas carols at our church. He wasn’t there.

In January 2007 I purchased a “just because” card for Drake and wrote a long note to him as I sat on one of our local beaches, shivering in the evening mist on a cold winter night, but mesmerized by the beauty.  On the front of the card was a gorgeous snowscape with a quote

Sometimes, with certain experiences in life it is a gift to not fully know what you are getting into until you’re actually in it.  Otherwise, you might run the other direction. I had the opportunity to volunteer on Saturday to help with a charity event that provides clothes for impoverished children in honor of a

Dear family and friends, Going into Tuesday night’s book signing at Starbucks near our home in Costa Mesa, we didn’t know what to expect—it was the first book signing for Eyes that See and full of apprehension for Christina.  Even though book-signings are an expectation from the publisher, it felt like a risk and we

Jessie was a total champ during her visit to see Santa today. We were the first in line for an exclusive Costa Mesa MOMS Club Santa event at South Coast Plaza and as Jessie was walking the path toward the man in the red suit and spotted his smile she began blowing him kisses.  He