Judson's Legacy

loss of a child

Lost In My Grief

Dec 24 2021
Posted by Christina Levasheff · 6 Comments on Lost In My Grief
Lost In My Grief

I feel a little lost today. Lost in my grief. It’s raining. Raining so hard that I think we won’t be able to decorate your grave for the first time in 14 years. This makes me sad. And it leaves me a little lost. It’s the simple way we’ve come to celebrate you on your birthday…

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Twelve Years

Nov 07 2019
Posted by Christina Levasheff · 9 Comments on Twelve Years
Judson & Mommy

Dear Jud Bud… I find myself longing for a new photograph of the two of us together. Longing. And longing. And longing. But there are none. Nor will there be. I repeatedly gaze at the same handful of pictures of you and me…I’ve been staring at these same ones for twelve years now. It’s heartbreakingly

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Teenager

Dec 24 2017
Posted by Judson's Legacy · 6 Comments on Teenager
Teenager

My dear birthday boy…

I’m blowing my mind that you’d be a teenager today, Juddy. How is it even possible that my little boy who loved singing nursery rhymes, playing with his train set, and driving his Matchbox cars all over the carpet would be turning thirteen today?

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Monumental

Nov 07 2017
Posted by Christina Levasheff · 17 Comments on Monumental

Dear Buddy Boo… Is it really ten??!? Ten years? Ten whole years I’ve lived without you. I find it hard to grasp, hard to comprehend. I get a lump in my throat when I consider the reality of what ten years means. It’s significant. Ten years is, in fact, monumental. It’s monumentally painful and it’s

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