Screaming Heart

Faith & Hope in Suffering
DonateToday, January 13th, marks 13 years since Drake and I got married. I’ve heard this is called the “Golden Anniversary” when the number of years we’ve been married corresponds to the day of the month we tied the knot. So in honor of our “Golden Anniversary” I am posting my personal letter that I read
Continue Reading“Then I went down to the potter’s house, and there he was, making something on the wheel. But the vessel that he was making of clay was spoiled in the hand of the potter; so he remade it into another vessel, as it pleased the potter to make.” – Jeremiah 18:3,4 NASB I have been
Continue ReadingYesterday morning, as I was going in for surgery and general anesthesia for the first time, all I could think about were the two times that Jud had to be put under for his MRIs. I remembered our fears and anguish as they wheeled him into the imaging unit. Then recalled lying next to him
Continue ReadingDear family and friends, Today, 14 months since Judson’s life in heaven began, we have very exciting news to share! On January 1st I signed a contract with Tate, a small Christian publisher to have Judson’s story published. As of today, the working title is “Eyes that See: The Story of Judson”. It is a
Continue ReadingDear family and friends, Today marks 14 months since Judson opened his eyes and could see the loving face of his Savior. It also places us at the start of a new year. As was to be expected, the Christmas season was very difficult, though there were certainly moments of genuine joy. We found ourselves
Continue ReadingGenerally speaking, the gardeners at Judson’s memorial park clear away all flowers and any other gifts left at a gravesite every Wednesday morning. However, there are certain times throughout the year when they allow loved ones to leave things for an extended period of time. I feel fortunate that Judson’s birthday falls during a period
Continue ReadingJessie is 28 months and 16 days old today… Not particularly significant on most fronts, but she is the precise age that Judson was when he got his first haircut. Therefore, we took our little lady to get her hair cut today at the same “Cool Cuts 4 Kids” location. She sat in the same
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