I JUST WANT MY BOY BACK!!!!

So often in life when I have wanted something, one way or another, I have been able to make it happen. 

Not this time.

I cannot arrange, orchestrate, or organize things to get my boy back.  I cannot appeal, discuss, or advocate to get my boy back.  I cannot barter, badger, or put up a stink to get my boy back.

Jud’s death is final.  This finality is devastating.

I JUST WANT MY BOY BACK!!!!